Saturday, May 23, 2009

[. Endings & Beginnings .]


Time to break the almost 1/2 year of silence on this page! haha

So I had my last class at YorkU the past week and I have been experiencing some nostalgia and confusion ever since. Is this normal? LOL. I would be more inclined to think that most people couldn't wait to leave their post-secondary institutions.

At an earlier point of my university life I did consider taking a year off because I was directionless. I felt that I had stumbled into a foreign forest and have lost the path I started on. Through seeking advice from the university counsellor as well as family and friends, I decided not to leave school but to take it one-step-at-a-time. This eventually led to the "x" number of years I stayed with York which have been previously teased for 'dorkiness' and the specialty of 'holding a fork'. Little did I know nor could foresee what direction I would take by the end of this journey. But I am so grateful because it is one of the most significant journies that will continuously shape the rest of my life. This journey led me to friendships, finding my hunny ^_^, a good education (that is one of my parent's dreams for my sister and i) and a direction toward my future career. York, your relatively "safe" learning environemnt will be missed.

Mavis and I think that we are pretty lucky to have Dr. Geller as our counselling professor this year. She is a fabulous humanistc & electic clinical psychologist and teacher. Her presence, energy, knowledge, experience and insight just simply compels you to reflect on human, psychology and life. (.... chaotic, but hopeful....) My official last class was handled (as Carl Rogers would say) with empathy, positive regard & congurence. No better way to end a tragic year at York (having its 50th birthday and the longest TA strike up to date) than with a great time of sharing and eating cupcakes at an 8:30a.m. class! hahaha. Thank you, Dr. Geller, for facilitating a well-needed closure for us!

Though classes are finished I have one last project to complete. I am currently finishing my thesis paper due the coming week. >.<
On a side note in commenting on psychology research: it is a very time consuming, stressful, and complicated process but worth the experience and finding significant results!! But I am not sure if I ever want to do regression analysis again or research in general. Though, I would like to have access to journal
articles to keep myself up to date!

Having written this entry, I now can't wait to formally end this chapter with the completion of my thesis and convocation (oh yeah, and there's still Seneca), and begin a new one.

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"All beginnings are somewhat strange; but we must have patience, and little by little, we shall find things, which at first were obscure, becoming clearer." ~ Vincent De Paul

"A hard beginning makes a good ending." ~ John Heywood

Thursday, December 25, 2008

[. merry xmas + happy holidays .]



The past few months have been a very stressful time. School, family, boyfriend, church, friends and just thinking of my future (life after graduation) have all challenged me in different ways. Oh how I wish I was a toddler again where life seemed so simple and doing things was as easy and fast as saying it.

At some point, it was hard for me to look forward to Christmas. So many things were on my mind that made it difficult to get into the holiday spirit. Coming from a religious background it just seems that everything is a routine rather than having a personal purpose/meaning. What am I really celebrating this Christmas? What is something different I want this Christmas than all the other ones I've had? What do you do when you have limited time to do all the things you want?

I came upon a song about Christmas while I was listening to the radio and shoveling the snow. It's a very uplifting song where the lyrics sums up my thoughts, feelings and longing for myself and the people I love.

To everyone who still visits this page, I hope you will find joy and inspiration about this unique holiday as I did.

Lyrics are below. (they may be incomplete or incorrect)
To listen to the song find the link on the top right corner of my page!

Happy Holidays to you as you spend time with your loved ones! =)

Merry Christmas - Bevacqua

Oh oooo oo ooooo yeah

Christmas is for loving
Christmas is for giving
Christmas is for sharing
The story of God's love


Love came here to save us
Love came here to comfort us
God came here to fill us
With overflowing joy

So may this Christmas bring you life into your soul
May the love of Jesus make your life whole
May the gift of his goodness ring in your heart
May this be a brand new start

Merry Christmas (I want to wish you a merry christmas)
a whoooo (I want to wish you a merry christmas)


So my prayer for you this season
Is to look beyond what seems
And to know Jesus is the reason
For family, and love, and eternity


So may this Christmas bring you life into your soul
May the love of Jesus make your life whole
May the gift of his goodness ring in your heart
May this be a brand new start

Merry Christmas (I want to wish you a merry christmas)
a whoooo (I want to wish you a merry christmas)
Merry Christmas (I want to wish you a merry christmas)
Yeah

[Bridge]


Ohhhhh

May this Christmas bring you life into your soul
May the love of Jesus make your life whole
May the gift of his goodness ring in your heart
May this be a brand new start

Merry Christmas (I want to wish you a merry christmas)
a whoooo (I want to wish you a merry christmas)
Merry Christmas (I want to wish you a merry christmas)
Merry Christmas


(I want to wish you a merry christmas)
(I want to wish you a merry christmas)
(I want to wish you a merry christmas)
(I want to wish you a merry christmas)
(I want to wish you a merry christmas)

Friday, November 14, 2008

[. romeo & juliet .]

Love You <3
(... and The Killers)
:p



Sunday, June 01, 2008

[. habitat .]



Watching clouds roll by
on a sunny day
Who needs church?
Nature is divine.
~Carrie Latet




In wilderness I sense the miracle of life, and behind it our scientific accomplishments fade to trivia. ~Charles A. Lindbergh

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

[. peace .]



in need of peace
so i resort to my quote fetish
and i found these ones
to keep me sane for now


Peacefulness is an inner sense of calm - it comes from becoming still - in order to reflect and meditate on our inner wisdom and receive answers. A peaceful heart is one that is free from worry and trouble. It's becoming quiet so we can look at things quietly so we can more clearly understand them and thus come up with creative solutions. It is learning to live in the present.
- Annonymous


It's not the tragedies that kill us. It's the messes.
- Dorothy Parker



and some music
to look forward

Thursday, January 31, 2008

[. mastermind .]

First post of 2008... and what will it be about????





of all topics, i will pick ... human's harmful concious stupidity.


Don't get me wrong. If you think this is in any relation to my relationship with my boyfriend ... lol ... you're a little far off this time. Stupidity is something we do come across, and have learned that there are different levels. Some types of stupidity are just intolerable. Unfortunately, those types are carefully planned out by creative minds.


I'm disgusted by people who spend their time satisfying their own personal needs through concious malicious acts upon others.


Who will save us from human's harmful concious stupidity?




Thank God not everyone is the same.

Thursday, September 20, 2007