[. mind-boggled .]

okay people!!!! (especially Cyrus!!!) here's a new but short post =)

it's been more than a month since my last update... and quite a few things happened since then

but as of the moment... i'm really mind-boggled by the changes that's happening and will happen soon at my church. i'm not gonna write exactly what's happening.. but i can tell you in person!
there's emotions involved... there needs to be discernment, wisdom and knowledge to make the best choice.
we are at a crossroad, and what ever decision we make as one big family, it will be the foundation to the future of the ministry.

so, if you can, please keep my church in your thoughts & prayers!

and because i'm busy w/church... i won't be going to ccf this wed. 16th =( i really want to since i haven't been to program for ages!!!
there's an important meeting this wed night ... and after thinking it through... i feel & know that i should go to the meeting instead of ccf. >.<

seriously... sometimes i think my life is a tad bit different! i'm only 20!!!
and am overwhelmed by the responsibilities i somehow got myself into...

i just want to live~

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recently i borrowed
U2's album - "All That You Can't Leave Behind" from Shubeedoo
it's such an AWESOME CD!!!!
i tried to find a song of theirs to put up.. but couldn't find this one... but here are the lyrics


WHEN I LOOK AT THE WORLD

When you look at the world
What is it that you see?
People find all kinds of things
That bring them to their knees
I see an expression
So clear and so true
That it changes the atmosphere
When you walk into the room

So I try to be like you
Try to feel it like you do
But without you it's no use
I can't see what you see
When I look at the world

When the night is someone elses
And you're trying to get some sleep
When your thoughts are too expensive
To ever want to keep
When there's all kinds of chaos
And everyone is walking lame
You don't even blink now, do you
Or even look away

So I try to be like you
Try to feel it like you do
But without you it's no use
I can't see what you see
When I look at the world

I can't wait any longer
I can't wait till I'm stronger
Can't wait any longer
To see what you see
When I look at the world

I'm in the waiting room
Can't see for the smoke
I think of you and your holy book
While the rest of us choke

Tell me, tell me, what do you see?
Tell me, tell me, what's wrong with me