[. drivin me bonkers .  pathetic fallacy-part 2 . ]

lately i've been hurting a lot... something seems frozen and i can't seem to reach it and/or defrost it... maybe it'll melt over time?

" You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see...But you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel. "

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apart from this sadness in my life right now i'm really grateful for the friends and family around me =)

* renovating house >>> in the process of stencilling the front entrance!
* actually catching balls with my glove now! hahaha (uhoh! practice 2mr!)
* celebrated mom's b-day!
* played tennis, have dinner n watched dvd w/church friends
* played ping-pong and pool w/church friends
* lunch @ york is always so good..... ironic eh?
* talked n shared w/ppl; also seeked for comfort and advice (and still need)
* got some really good deals at a whole sale my mom brought me to which was @ this community center near sheppard & vic park! finally found a pair of good jeans that fits me and need not be tailored! and it was only for 20bucks!!!! cyeah!
* crazy times w/jenn! (since u wrote my "call" story... let me post your "text message" story!=p)


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latest sawas-influenced-act by jenn :p

jenn n sw seated on a table across from each other @ student center at york (a foodcourt)
*** words aren't exact ***

sw: who was that?

jenn: my friend, chris. she has an ultimate freezbee game tonight

sw: they have games for ultimate freezbee?

jenn: yeah, it's w/her company

sw: ohhh cool!  i haven't been to one!

jenn: me either... you want to come?

sw: hmmm.... sure!  *sw calls to let mom know*

jenn: okay, i'll msg my friend  *jenn types her text msg and sends it*

sw: cool

*sw's cell rings after receiving a msg*, *sw wonders who txted her*

sw reads: Hey Chris is it ok if my friend (Sarah) ...
*sw thinking to herself.....what? and shows jenn her msg*

jenn: ahhhh!!!!

*sw can't stop laughing!*
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oh man... we have a washroom story too.... LOL
jenn, u want to post that one up?

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"... every blessing You pour out i'll turn back to praise..."